I've been fighting my cancer for almost 2 years and it's starting to become a struggling journey that I want to share parts with people around me. Some of it is funny--some of it is dark-- some of it is probably not going to be worth anyone hearing about...
However, as time passes and I begin new treatments....and those treatments begin to slowly fail...I'm getting a feeling that I'm watching my life tick away. How much time do I have left? I don't know...but does anyone REALLY know?? I could go into heart failure tomorrow morning and this will never get started OR I could join a clinical trial that cures all the cancer and I become an "inspiration....and turn this into a book...or a movie...or a tv series. NEVER KNOW!!!!
So why not share my thoughts not just for myself but eventually for the people that I love.
Reasons I "fight":
My Family.
My Friends.
My Community.
My Life.
THIS IS ME--I'm not just gonna lay back and act like it doesn't matter.
Most of these people don't know how I feel and even if they do...when I die--they may forget!! So just to remind them when I'm gone....here's all the crazy things that happened!!
I'll take a few posts to kind of introduce my past...and then I will make my way up to my current days and follow along with those until the very bitter end.
A word of caution--if you don't like the things that I say in my blog...DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO READ IT. Everyone is entitled to what they think or feel...but you can take your negative opinions elsewhere... Leave this as it is and take your negative comments out of my life.
Much love,
Signed: Nichole aka Hoots aka Wouts
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| CancerCon 2018 Denver, CO |
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